Dead Spaces

flowing through my mind, is a thought's river
streaming along various dark places
a zone never missed, everything it did cover
yet always stopped in our dead spaces

containing voids,vacancies and holes
doubts,fear and insecurities in it fill
did nothing but to separate our souls
and placed pain upon a hearts sill

these dead spaces, almost left blank
of goodbyes left unspoken
a form of quicksand,a feeling sank
of resolutions better left broken

shadows are another form of darkness
that still follow you when you try to heal
your reflection used to walk with me in brightness
now there is nothing left to feel

flowing through my mind, is a thought's river
streaming along various dark places
a zone never missed, everything it did cover
yet always stopped in our dead spaces

pseudo poetry

I call this non or semi rhyming genre of mine, pseudo poetry.  Sometimes u dont need to rhyme to evoke an emotion. Hope I did justice to what im trying to say...
Dear sad heart,
Why do you cry?
Interworn are your tears
Into the silks of life
Come understand d logic
Of how a tree lost its magic
When the windows of your heart
Opened another world  apart
Dreams are dreamt and lost
Only to be forgotten at viewers cost
How to deal with the world,        
When you can't even deal with your own demons?
Dear sad heart, don't cry
Even if he did mean a goodbye
Embrace yourself
As the baby turtles embrace the sea
Not knowing what their future maybe
Freedom is all you have left
Shackling it, never meant any sense
Don't worry,  sad heart
Even if it means u live miles apart
From the closest thing u thought was home
A gift of a new world,where u truely belong
A new life,away from it all
Cheer up, lil heart
This is just the start.

touch and go.

today, for you, ill sing a song
for the love you unexpectedly brought along
a song, wrapping up a lyrical fusion
music amongst its melodic diffusion

i never asked you to leave
we have a chance, i believe
you never asked me to stay
keeping all my emotions at bay

today,for you, ill write a poem
painting it with many colors solemn
filling it with words that have no meaning
rearranging them into something more believing

i never asked you to go
so much warmth left for me to show
you never asked me to return
im still here, i never left or lost concern.

today, for me, sing a whisper
of the time, we could be together
for i never asked you to leave
neither did you ask me to grieve

Hot and cold

Everything hurts more when its cold,
a cool winter day, you left , untold,  
I tried 2 say goodbye, despite my hearts scold,
Everything hurts when it's cold

A frozen tear, failed effort to be bold
Painful joints, I already feel old
No room 4 growth, not even mould
Everything is gloomy when its cold
     
Heat of your fingers, arms embraced
We loved despite inhibitons we faced
Time 2 leave, dreams await to b chased
In the warmth of my heart, you're always placed

Will always cherish our memories of gold
I'll never ask how our story will unfold
Summertime will tell, patience on hold
For it always hurts more when its cold

Looking Back

I walked, crossing unknown bridges Leaving it all behind, burning memories with torches Forgetting it all , I dint mind, Little did I have a clue I looked back and only saw you

Came snow, came spring In my hood I began to think What is it in u that I need to cling, Wondering, trying to find a link Realising, the reason I feel blue Is that I look back and only see you

As I watch each snow flake melt And leaves fall to the ground Before looking at how I felt I locked a part of my heart, safe n sound Beginning each day, afresh and new I still look back and only find you

if eternity was a bridge

if eternity was a bridge
i would call out to you
to come join me
by the banks, near the stream

i would write you a letter,
filling it with all my hopes and dreams
voice it out to the winds,
hoping you would hear it sing

if eternity was a bridge
across the banks would be you and me
if time had to stop
then ill stop it at a moment of us

if letters held a tear
then tears ive cried many
if each prayer asked for peace
then peace ive got none.

if eternity was a bridge
would you meet me halfway through its end?
would you hold on
when the bridge breaks away?

the stream of my hope does flow
like water through my toes that soak
a conscious soul is a boat that floats
across the strait of life and beauty

if eternity was a bridge
across the banks would be you and me
would you meet me halfway?
or cross over and find me on the other side?

Why do you stare?

i walk the same path every day
i wonder what you think
when you have your eyes on me
why do you stare?

our core essence is the same
brown hair, brown eyes, olive skin
what of me amuses you?
why do you stare?

i take one glance at you
what do you have to say to me?
i wonder, as i silently pass
why do you stare?

i feel your eyes on me as i go by
never to leave my body
i walk, your eyes follow
why do you stare?

leave me,
you are no friend to me
just a stranger with a passion
why do you stare?

this lust you harbour
will get you nowhere
why do you still stare stranger?
why do you stare?

dillusional as you are
you will get no heart of mine
let go , stranger
why do you stare?

why do you stare stranger?
why do you stare?