Never Forever

in pursuit to make a new memory
i wonder if you'll walk by again
with all your charm and chivalry
ill have to restart from where i began

there is nothing left for you here
dont come by again,ever
the birds have flown away from where u were
silence left in our forever

roots cut off from trees
always find  way to grow back
this is my moment to seize
to put my life back on track

i live in a dark place, dear
dont come by again, ever
to search my light beyond my fears
silence left in our forever

stay where you are or go far
the winds lead the way
different lives to be lead at par
hoping they keep u at bay

the train and the valley
dont come by again, ever
forming only distant memories
putting never in our forever.

Seasons

"What are we?"a constant doubt that lingered along
He didnt understand my depth of attachment
We are two renditions of the same song
One melodious n loved, the other poetic and spent.
                                       
Walk away, a little voice said to survive
Grief is a loss never worthy to be found                                    
be sagacious,a virtue to imbibe
All I could hear is our songs sound

Days go by by counting fallen autumn leaves
Collected in a corner to form a heap
A heavy sigh once did I heave
that why out of faith, did I leap?

The snow that falls leaving prints    
Never to last long enough to memorise
The cold leaves that loose its pigments
The emptiness,hard to summarise

death

a limmerick for you :)

i thought he was the sun that would rise
trapping its rays, feeding light to the trees
he was instead like death , caught by surprise
he wasnt the life that faded, but a part of me.

Can I?

I ask alot of questions these days,
Can I find peace in a storm?
Can sadness be only a phase?
Can a difference follow a norm?

My mind hurts with all these questions
Can love be found in a thorn?
Can empathy hold against heartless foundations?
Can we ever get better n be reborn?
     
 I sit around and think at length
Can goodbyes ever stop the tears?
Can faith ever bring forth strength?  
Can we ever learn to accept our fears?

Talk to me, I need to know
Can we be in a cycle of events or chain?
Can a question confuse u even more?
Can I hold this conversation with u again?

Dead Spaces

flowing through my mind, is a thought's river
streaming along various dark places
a zone never missed, everything it did cover
yet always stopped in our dead spaces

containing voids,vacancies and holes
doubts,fear and insecurities in it fill
did nothing but to separate our souls
and placed pain upon a hearts sill

these dead spaces, almost left blank
of goodbyes left unspoken
a form of quicksand,a feeling sank
of resolutions better left broken

shadows are another form of darkness
that still follow you when you try to heal
your reflection used to walk with me in brightness
now there is nothing left to feel

flowing through my mind, is a thought's river
streaming along various dark places
a zone never missed, everything it did cover
yet always stopped in our dead spaces

pseudo poetry

I call this non or semi rhyming genre of mine, pseudo poetry.  Sometimes u dont need to rhyme to evoke an emotion. Hope I did justice to what im trying to say...
Dear sad heart,
Why do you cry?
Interworn are your tears
Into the silks of life
Come understand d logic
Of how a tree lost its magic
When the windows of your heart
Opened another world  apart
Dreams are dreamt and lost
Only to be forgotten at viewers cost
How to deal with the world,        
When you can't even deal with your own demons?
Dear sad heart, don't cry
Even if he did mean a goodbye
Embrace yourself
As the baby turtles embrace the sea
Not knowing what their future maybe
Freedom is all you have left
Shackling it, never meant any sense
Don't worry,  sad heart
Even if it means u live miles apart
From the closest thing u thought was home
A gift of a new world,where u truely belong
A new life,away from it all
Cheer up, lil heart
This is just the start.

touch and go.

today, for you, ill sing a song
for the love you unexpectedly brought along
a song, wrapping up a lyrical fusion
music amongst its melodic diffusion

i never asked you to leave
we have a chance, i believe
you never asked me to stay
keeping all my emotions at bay

today,for you, ill write a poem
painting it with many colors solemn
filling it with words that have no meaning
rearranging them into something more believing

i never asked you to go
so much warmth left for me to show
you never asked me to return
im still here, i never left or lost concern.

today, for me, sing a whisper
of the time, we could be together
for i never asked you to leave
neither did you ask me to grieve